The Twin

We are going up the elevator, “You have to be kidding me God, This is not funny anymore.”Jim, John's twin is in front of me, it is 1977. Melanie is 2 , Amanda is just 6 mos.and they are telling me that Jim’s brother, John, my husband of two yrs is going to die. Jim and I are returning from visiting John and I tell Jim , “ If anything happens to John I cannot see you again, you look too much alike, how will I ever cope or get over him??, Please ,do not take this personal but fudge life is nuts, there are two of you. It's all very strange, am I crazy? Dr death , Go away , you cannot have him , John is dying, But not on my watch. I am 21 , he is 24...